Chapter 4.5 — Kurose Maria's Hidden Diary
Kashima-kun
is really cunning.
I
thought I could forget this feeling.
Even
though I'm just a little bit away from thinking of this feeling as a mere
memory. Just a little bit more.
If
you're this nice to me, I won't be able to forget you even if I want to.
.......
Kashima-kun
is really cruel.
Even
though you have no intention of choosing me.
I
know that Kashima-kun always only sees Luna.
Even
so, my feelings won't be at ease if you pay attention to me.
Because I'm wondering if I still have a chance to be loved.
The
first one is Luna. I already knew that myself.
But
maybe, just maybe .... Can I be your second girl?
I'm
sure that Luna would feel restless if number 2 was me.
She
might give in for my sake and pretend that her relationship with Kashima-kun
never happened.
That's
not what I want...
Although
I don't want that to happen ......however, my feelings of love are expecting it.
Like
a flower that blooms quietly in the darkness of the night. That's what I wish
for in the depths of my heart.
I
can't do anything about it myself.
I
had a small ambition like a bomb hidden in my heart ..... but it was because of
this ambition that I felt I could live my lonely daily life.