Chapter 1.5 — Kurose Maria's Hidden Diary
Lately, I've been thinking about it occasionally. Where is my happiness?
If
only Kashima-kun were mine for just a moment... What would happen to me after
that?
If
Kashima-kun leaves Luna and chooses me instead... I'm the one who knows best
that such a future is impossible.
Even
if Luna stepping aside for my sake, Luna's existence will remain in Kashima-kun's heart
forever.
Because
Luna is the goddess Muse.
The
heroine of this story is always Luna.
She
is an honest and cheerful girl, easy to get along with, always positive and
never worried, and has many friends.....
For
a long time I have admired Luna from the bottom of my heart.
I
want to be Luna.
Even
though we're twins. I'm totally different from Luna.
If
there was something different in my mother's womb, I could be Luna.
In
this sense, when I started to play the role of "Luna" as I imagined it,
I was already called “Good Girl” without realizing it.
I'm
sure Luna is not very good at imitating my voice.
Because
Luna would never want to be me.
Only
me
I'm
the only one who was always so aware of Luna.
Even
when I'm not with her.
Whenever
I want to be liked by people, I always think of Luna.
I
wonder what Luna would do if it were her.
But
when I met Luna again in high school, I made a mistake.
Something
that Luna would never do... I did something that would make anyone else fall
for the ruse. Because of my jealousy of Luna.
Thanks
to that incident, my good girl persona started to peel off and I am now living
as the real me.
I've
been wandering in the maze for a long time without a way out.
I
can't see my happy ending.
Even
though I can't see it, I have no choice but to continue on this path.
I
have lost myself in this labyrinth.
But
actually....
I
want someone... who can save me.....
Kashima-kun.
Please help me.
Please
guide me with your light...